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Don´t waste your time
03:25
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Sometimes I wish that I could turn back time
Oh how I wish that I could change my life
The way I am, the way I act like a fool
I wish I could live the life of someone else
Tell me that I’m good enough
For I can tell myself
Tell me that I’m beautiful
For I can’t see myself
Don’t waste your time
I often blame myself, for the things I say and do
And I feel like I’m just bothering you
Though I try to convince myself, that it’s not true
I get stuck in my head and I hate myself instead
Tell me that I’m good enough
For I can tell myself
Tell me that I´m beautiful
Don’t waste your time
Tell me that I’m strong enough
For I can’t help myself
Don’t waste your time
Don’t waste your time (on me)
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I lost my mind
03:07
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You should bleed
for what you´ve done to me
You will see, that´s how it has to be
I´m not a toy, I´m not a fool
and I won´t lie, lie like you
I can see your pictures in my dreams
It can´t be real but you mean so much to me
Do you regret, what we´ve done?
Or would you do, do this again
How could you be so cruel
how could I be such a fool
why don´t you feel the same
it´s driving me insane
I know, I´m not the only one
To be with you, but still you feel alone
You seem so cold, you always hide
But I can see the sickness inside
You can´t feel or heal my broken heart
Am I now lost or will I be found?
will I be saved, will I be loved?
Or will I die, die all alone?
How could you be so cruel
how could I be such a fool
why don´t you feel the same
it´s driving me insane
How could you be so cruel
how could I be such a fool
why don´t you feel the same
oohhh it´s driving me insane
ooohhh, I´ve lost my mind
tonight
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3. |
What I learned
03:37
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You tell me I´m nothing, that I don´t have a right to speak
That I have no choice, no options to be
Who i really am, and That I´ll never be free
You tell me what to do, cause I´m too young to know
you tell me where to go and what to say
then suddenly you tell me „you´re old enough to care,look after yourself!“
I never learned
to be myself
You never trusted me
I know you wanted me to have a better life
But instead of listening to my point of view
You keep your mindset and you won´t think something new
And you keep telling me „once whe I was young we ….“
Oh fuck.. you grew up, in a generation living in the pity of the past
I never learned
to be myself
You never trusted me
So how could I
How could I know
How it feels to be free?
If you want me to respect
I need you to respekt me too
If you want me to listen, listen to me
Show me what it means to be free
Open up and tell me the truth
Now that I know that you´re human too!
We´re not set in stone…
Oh what I learned
Is I don´t give a damn
What they are thinking about me
And now I´m strong, strong enough
to be myseeeelf,
myseeelf,
myyyseeeelf!
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4. |
Lovesong #1
02:49
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It´s not always funny
but always true
since we´re together
I´m into you
I felt so lucky
When we just met
Sometimes I wanna banish you
But I´ll never let you go
I cannot help myself
Love cuts so deep
Left those beautiful scars behind
Here on my heart
I love you more and more each day
Don´t wanna live without your smile
Sometimes it´s hard but that´s okay
I even love to hate you
I´m not the easy one
Neither are you
We´re always fighting
Then making love
It´s that kind of game we play
And we both don´t know the rules
It is the first time
And we don´t know how to love
You´re the only one for me
I gave you my heart
that´s my very first love song
and I don´t regret
I love you more and more each day
Don´t wanna live without your smile
Sometimes it´s hard but that´s okay
I even love to hate you
I could never let you go, I could never let you go, I could never let you go
…why did you go?
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About a friend
02:58
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Once I had a friend
and I cannot pretend
That she wasn´t important for me
But as the years went by
We got tired to try
To match into each other’s life
Now we had to admit
It was the time to quit
The friendship we don´t longer belong
The easiest way to never lose a friend
Is to listen, love and try to understand
If you want them to change
If you force them to mend
You just push the far far away
Maybe you agree and remember what I said
If you listened to my advice
no, I don´t want you to teach
It´s sad to see, how people are messing around
Hurting each other, claiming they´re right
Instead of realizing our friends inner fight
The easiest way to never lose a friend
Is to listen, love and try to understand
If you want them to change
If you force them to mend
You just push them far far away
It´s not that hard, to give empathy
from time to time, just try to see,
what we are all going through
The easiest way to never lose a friend
Is to listen, love and try to understand
If you want them to change
If you force them to mend
You just push the far far away
The easiest way to be my friend
Is to imagine my pain
And to hear what I say
I don’t want you to solve
The issues I deal
All I need is to know that you care
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6. |
Like hell
03:34
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I´m so tired of playing games
So sick of everything you do
Your words seem so wrong
I can´t stand them anymore
What the hell have I done?
To deserve this aching heart
Tell me is it my fault
That we are miles apart?
I miss you like hell
I can´t breathe without you by my side
There´s a hole inside my heart
Where you supposed to be
You abandon me…
All that I´m longing for
Is your breath on my ear again
But you´re so far away,
All that´s left of you is pain
I miss you like hell
I can´t breathe without you by my side
There´s a hole inside my heart
Where you supposed to be
Although I know
I´ll find another love someday
For the rest of my life
I will be thinking of you….
I miss you like hell
I can´t breathe without you by my side
There´s a hole inside my heart
Where you supposed to be
You abandon me…
You abandon me…
You abandon me…
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7. |
All I want
03:53
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Cannot find a sense my mind is used
All I can do is being confused
Life is here but it seems so dead
Standing here alive but only tombs in my head
Don´t wanna live but something is holding me back from the rope
Looking at the floor standing in an ocean of blood
Peace is all I want!
Peace is all I want!
I don´t want to give up this fight,
don´t want to destroy myself
don´t want to disappear,
I don´t want to cut myself again,
don´t you leave me alone,
when sadness makes me fall
Take the needles off my skin, take the needles off my skin
Cannot feel the love my heart is vain
Still I cry, slowly going insane
Thoughts like weapons, rough and cruel
I believe they´re right, I am such a fool!
Don´t wanna live but something is holding me back from the rope
Looking at the floor standing in an ocean of blood
Peace is all I want!
Peace is all I want!
I don´t want to give up this fight,
don´t want to destroy myself
don´t want to disappear,
I don´t want to cut myself again,
don´t you leave me alone,
when sadness makes me fall
Take the needles off my skin, take the needles off my skin
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